beautiful

yesterday someone asked me how i felt about plastic surgery
if you didnt know its quite a common practice here in korea
actually when i first came to korea i had a huge self-esteem crash
seriously all the girls here look dolled up everyday in any weather
i felt like i couldnt go out without make up on or else i'd feel hideous (and so i actually wore make up everyday for almost 3 straight months)
it got so bad that for a while i was very seriously considering plastic surgery
after being scolded by friends and mulling the situation i knew it wasnt something i would want to live with
im starting to lose my focus so im just going to get to my point which is
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL! you are so beautiful!!
you were made exactly how you should be :)
you are perfectly beautiful and if you dont think so its because we so easily give into the lies of what true beauty really is
if someone else cant see how beautiful you are..then why should you concern yourself with them? if they cant see past what their eyes soak up, if thats all thats important to them...then there are a million other people who love you for the perfect beauty thats your own
this is not to say that im insecurity free but i feel like im finally freeing myself of this hurt ive felt for a long time

so bottomline?
you're beautiful :)