i remember feelings like i was no good

what would you do if it happened to you?
i would feel ashamed

if you could change would you?
[without hesitation] yes

why are you so dissatisfied?
because it hurts

should you feel so entitled?
no

are you disappointed?
yes

do you think about it when you see it happening?
yes

will you always remember?
yes

do you want to remember?
yes

when does it stop?
it fades in and out

if you could tell him?
i would say that i love him, that i cant forget how much it hurts, that i want to build a life with him, that i believe if it is meant to be the pieces will fall into place - i want so much for it to just fall into place